I don’t want to take you for granted. But I also don’t know how to thank you for always reassuring me that you’ll protect me. Against them, against him, against anyone… including myself.
∞
January 13, 2011
January 10, 2011
You’re always in my head
You’re just what I wanted.
I like controlling things. But some things are beyond our control. Some people are beyond our control. These feelings, are beyond control.
∞January 6, 2011
Stolen Confession
Jamie: [in English] It’s my favorite time of day, driving you. Aurelia: [in Portuguese] It’s the saddest part of my day, leaving you.
January 5, 2011
It’s one of those nights… when the rule of the hour(s) is to play Dishwalla’s Every Little Thing ad infinitum, because no other song could reiterate the words of your mind/heart quite the same.
No siree.
January 3, 2011
"This life I believed I architected is in fact the life I just scribbled as the hourglass went on its way.
My very own game of pipe dream - the dimensions unclear, the end unseen and the contents that flow within… poisoned.
A labyrinth of conflicting thoughts and decisions become an inevitable result of my fickle nature.
Who will fix the you in me? Because any of you in me could be blighted too."
My very own game of pipe dream - the dimensions unclear, the end unseen and the contents that flow within… poisoned.
A labyrinth of conflicting thoughts and decisions become an inevitable result of my fickle nature.
Who will fix the you in me? Because any of you in me could be blighted too."
my mind
January 2, 2011
#2011
Don’t make someone a priority in your life when you’re only an option in theirs.
I hate New Year’s resolutions. Why set yourself up for depression when things aren’t accomplished? Cos let’s just face it: 80% of the time we are all talk and no action.
But this time, just this time around… I want to be part of that 20%. It’s just something to live by anyway, nothing actually monumentally life changing like finding a cure for AIDS or eradicating poverty in the world. However, like many quotes - easier said than done. So here goes, a little salt over my shoulder(s), a wishbone necklace and… a nice glass of bubbly… let’s see how this unfolds my friends.
I am a priority, not an option. (I’m already tickled by merely typing that, bad start… bad start!)
December 30, 2010
Dearest ________________ ,
If you fall asleep down by the water
Baby i’ll carry you, all the way home
Everybody’s gotta love some one
but i just wanna love you dear
Everybody’s gotta feel something
but i just want to be with you, my dear
I know it’s hard
I know it’s hard
I know it’s hard to be in this position
If they stop loving you
I won’t stop loving you
If they stop needing you
I’ll still need you, my dear
You’ve gotta believe me
When I say
When I say the word forever
And whatever
Comes your way
Oh we’ll still be together
I know it’s hard
I know it’s hard
But I understand you, just take my hand
December 29, 2010
December 28, 2010
"It’s clear to me now that I have been moving toward you and you toward me for a long time. Though neither of us was aware of the other before we met, there was a kind of mindless certainty bumming blithely along beneath our ignorance that ensured we would come together. Like two solitary birds flying the great prairies by celestial reckoning, all of these years and lifetimes we have been moving toward one another."
December 26, 2010
Boxing Day and the snow is falling.
Berbatov my champion, smell of bacon exudes from the kitchen, eggnog in a cup (that never tastes as good as it sounds), Home Alone on the telly.
Low expectations make for a better Christmas.
Thank goodness its 12 days long.
∞